“New Beginning”

October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 December 2009 January 2010 April 2010 January 2011 February 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011 September 2011

stop pushing me to th end of th cliff
THAT was th end
th last straw
i really hate you
why are you always doing those stuff?
acting...
pretending...
crying...
complaining...
why cant you just show th world th real you
or is th real you even more despicable than you are now?
i hate ppl who pretend...
ppl who thinks that they are th best...
ppl who make no room for mistakes...
but hold hold...
nobody's perfect,
why stress yourself so much to reach the impossible
and start complaining and crying again
does pretending really solve everything?
should i just go along with th flow and start pretending?
or should i be th only retard standing there trying to be me?
everything is changing...
th world...
th ppl ard you...
nothing stops for you
so just go on with th flow

now i really hate myself more and more as th change took place