“New Beginning”

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gt back my chinese test..
th highest in class is 37/50..
i gt 36.2nd highest..
had to let parents sign..
my mum taught me hw to be more far sighted
this is what she said after i told her i gt 2nd,:
"you think 36 very gd?why didnt you gt 37?"
this reminds me of my primary sch..
p4 i think..
i scored 90/100 for my chinese
i thought she would feel proud of me.
but she said:"why didnt you gt 95?"
th 2nd test..
i studied harder.i gt 96.
i was happy.
that i met her expectations.
but this was what she said:
"what happened to that 4 marks?"

i alrdy tried so hard.
just why cant you see...
im always nt good enough..
not good enough for you..
not good enough to be compared to my cousins..
thn just stop comparing!!
tell me.
what else do you want?

speechless