“New Beginning”

October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 December 2009 January 2010 April 2010 January 2011 February 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011 September 2011

sometimes you all did try,
to trick me into this lullaby.
i think you all are mean,
however sometimes you all did try to rope me in.
but i dont know what you all are talking about,
so do you all know i'm still left out?
god oh my,
whats all this stuff about your guy?
anniversaries,dates,holding hands,hugs and kisses,
all those friends outing i misses...
all of you occupied,
who's free to pei me by my side?
staying awake in all those lonely nights,
why are all of you so far from my sight?
you are were'nt like this when you all were single,
why cant those time a little longer we linger?
its not that im stopping you all from dates,
its just these doublings i kind of hate.
i dont know what to say,
i guess its just not my day.

...

i have nothing to do..
thn suddenly feel like talking abt my PROFILE
its on th right of this post
very short
READ it!!!
realised tt i nvr strike out e1'07'08?
its because e1'07'08
is always there
nvr forgtten
nvr in th past
im sure its still living in hearts of all e1ner'07'08
yay!
idk still gt who still reading my blog
but anyway
those who pass by and see this post
hope you leave yr feelings on th tagboard
im bored...

bored

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIZHI!!!!:)
you are finally 15
you can proudly say
i've lived for one and a half decades
and i was born last millenium...
tsk tsk.
so i shall end off my tiny speech w this exclamation
OLDIE!

i enjoy warmth
because
i have been cold.
i appreciate light
because
i have been in darkness.
By the same token,
i can experience joy
because
i have known sadness..

realised




lyrics for th song "tomorrow"
so sad tt my blog only gt part of th song.DAMN.

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]
I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...
[Chorus:]
I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x

我的努力，你几时认同过？
我的成就，你几时欣赏过？
我的分数，你几时满意过？
我的辛苦，你几时明白过？
每一次的每一次，我考试时，我总是那么那么的努力，为什么你从来都没有看过？
现在，我明白了。
在你的眼里，我总是做得不够好，做得不够多。
为什么你总是这样，宁愿相信被人都不肯相信我？
在我崩溃以前，我只想说：
你的要求那么高，我做不到！

崩溃

got back social studies ppr today
thought i would fail terribly...
in th end,whn i gt back th ppr.
was so shocked
i still thought i gt wrong ppr.
hoho(: LOL
gt 10/13
highest was 11/13...
bleahs.so near yet so far.
hummph!this is to show MRS NG FOO LI MAY
tt i gt listen in her class
although it seriously was quite boring
WAIT!i stand correction
although it seriously IS quite boring
heheh(:
somemore,th ppr gt back dont need sign sia.
it HAPPENED on 27.02.2009-01.03.2009
th UG "bonding" camp
it was sooooooo "FANTASTIC"!
but to me,it JUST happens to feel like a training camp
it feels like AMT.
Advance Military Training
no such course lor
i think...
thy pump us until super jialat...
i seldom do push-ups lor
thn 1 shot do so many
th next day
whn i wake up
my hand pain until cannot tie hair
realise hw pathetic i was?
but manage to tie luhs
lucky is last day of camp le
WHEE~
after break camp
still need go for make up tuition
DAMN.my hand super pain
until cannttt write
thn i was desperate.
i wrote w my left hand
but amazingly it was legible...
tsk tsk.

shocked

cheese is milk's leap towards immortality..