“New Beginning”

October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 December 2009 January 2010 April 2010 January 2011 February 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011 September 2011

the words hit me hard like pellets,
at this time, i finally realise the most important thing is not the money in my wallet.
as i stare at the stars outside my window,
i felt something stuck amd i cant swallow.
slowly tears warmed my cheeks,
and i know that tonight i can never sleep.
im confused,
sad,
and lost,
but i must fight back at all cost.
however i dont knw who will win in the end,
so its not a helping hand i need but a listening ear i hope you can lend .
and when i have found a 4-leaf clover,
i trust that everything will finally be over.

trust